ONE LAST BREATH
The most pathetic thing about me is that I couldn't keep a promise... and
thus the blog seems to float to oblivion. No more updates and no more
relationship with the world of blogs and their bloggers. In short, I just
disappeared.
But to be honest, I've never failed in doing something which I have said I'd
do it. I never like making promises and never like breaking them either.
But well, circumstances are circurmstances. We were not dictated by the so
called "coincidence". Coincidence is crap. Coincidence is no more than
making excuses of something you are unsure of but happy to see it crosses
your path. There must be reason to everything. There must be reason to
anything. And there should be reason for me not wanting to write anymore.
Let's put it this way. Sometimes people get tired that they just wanna lie
down and forget everything. They wanna do something but at the same time
they wanna do nothing. They wanna sleep but they wanna be awaken. They are
walking between dreams. They are preparing for THE reason to appear.
What is the reason? Is it worth waiting for? Is it worth at all? Do we have
faith in waiting it? DO I?
But faith needs no explanation. Faith needs no man to wait for any reason.
Faith got no reason but faith is the only thing that keeps one man's hope
alive. Faith is the reason in itself but not THE reason that we are
searching. Faith just lead the way so that a man will not go astray in his
quest of whatever worthy of one's quest. Faith is the mother of all reasons.
Faith is. Kind of mystery. And kind of scary at times....
Thus, Clutterworld is Reborn. But by saying it, I am not metaphorically
exageratting it nor intended to make people believe that Clutterworld has
been improved by giving daily dosage of entries and bla bla bla. By all
means no. It is sacrilege to change Clutterworld. It's obnoxious to even
think I would promise myself to write an entry every day in ClutterWorld.
I've said it literally. ClutterWorld is no more. and hence ClutterWorld is
banished from my memory.
I want to detach myself from the world of reality.
