Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Spirited away...again?????

Well, Yes and know (a very big sarcastic smile)

NO - Coz i've improved a bit on my cyber-communication by contacting several bloggers' for news of "the out side world"

And secondly I did log into several other blogs, though I didn't leave any trace whatsoever to justify my presence in the blogs.

And YES - coz my blog wasn't updated for almost a week now.

Come to think of, I do ashamed of myself. But that's life. ANd sometimes life sucks.

So what I've been up to, you may ask.

Well, nothing really except i have subjected my self to torture by watching Love actually DVD for the second time this week. Which is by far the most suck moment that I had this week. And we're only still on Tuesday, which means I have another 3 more days which the suck moment may appear suddenly out of the 72 hours before Saturday.

Sorry, but honestly I have started kicking my ass now - writing the second novel, and which reminded me of today's (Yahoo Messenger) chatting about my second novel with my dear friend.

Truth is - I am really useless at telling synopsis of my new novel to people, Although I have the whole story from A to Z in my head.

So don't bother to ask about them.

I have no idea really.. so let's call it a day, shall we?

Until then....

Sunday, March 21, 2004

Spirited away

Hell yes! That was me and heck, and still am. I dissappeared right after LOTR thingy and since then, it seemed that I've been wearing the ONE ring all the times! No news, No contact to all my bloggers and internet mates and basically no nothing!

You could say it was a hiatus, a long break, a stupid hibernation or anything but the truth is, I think I was quite tired of myself. They say a man's is his own island. Well, dear me, My own island has sunken deep like Atlantis - Gone without trace and memory. I am but restless soul wandering into nothingness.

Er..Er.. I might scared you off with all these lunatic words but fortunately I am still as sane as ever. It's just that my lunatic behaviour was all due to high tension and pressure that culminated from the routine that I had every day ie. work and work and work! Honest say, I am bored to death.

The other day, I was talking to one of my mates, and obnoxiously he told me that, my boredom was the result of being alone and not being able to settle down. He is married with 3 kids and still 26. So I guessed, you could clearly decipher the metaphor. (Or the cruel advice!)

I said no. I was happy of being single and I am happy and would be happy when i wake up the next day. And he laughed at me to death. He said that my life is never complete if I don't settle down quickly and I need to find a nice girl, get married and settle down. Only then my life would be happier!

So, am I not happy now? I don't know and I don't care. Fact is that, wooing girl is not like buying fish in the market. It's more like cathing fish in the ocean with no bait on your fishing rods! Girls got brains nowadays! I meant no offense but they are a unique creature, girls are.

What am I rambling about? Damn! Damn me!

Well, I have to say sorry for my long absence and think it is appropriate to say that - SORRY - I mean you guys paying the internet bills and all but all you got was an expressionless blog that has been in dormant since the ice age! Forgive my insensitivity, okay?

Gee.. To many things to say but so little time (or is it because I couldn't wait to get out from this cyber cafe? Damn again! I should fix a telephone line in my home the first thing next month!!)

So I hope you all know the reason why oh why did I not update the blog.

It's a cliche and a cliche means a boring reason to justify your not so-believable excuse!

And please, please,please - I don't ask for any sympathy from any single women out there to comfort me and stuck with me for the entire existence afterwards. Nor, the blog is used as a courtship arena for me to get to know any girls, for that matter.

There,there.. Damn it!! I am talking like mindless 2 year old boy who was denied an ice cream.

But then again, probably all these ramblings came from 12 hours watching soapy DVD's of 1. Bridget Jone's Diary 2. Never Been Kissed 3. Love actually (Aggghhh!) and 4. Sleepless in Seattle

Agggh! I think I am going to buy new DVDs now ie 1. Natural born Killer 2. Trainspotting and swordfish! That way, I will not be so soapy and crap no more...

What a cliche..... (sigh)

P/s: To you-know-who-you-are "where are you and I am so sorry"